I can't help but post this excerpt from a blog that was sent to me by my friend. I just wanna share my thoughts as I can really relate to her.
There was this part of her story that I can really relate to and here it goes...
"You see, I can’t even decipher the thought of me being in commitment; I am not yet ready. I am afraid of meeting your family and friends I have tons of insecurities — enough to make me feel that I don’t deserve you. I hope you are getting what I mean here. By the time I meet you, maybe I’ll be equipped enough to commit myself to someone else. Someone for whom all the insecurities won’t matter, because I’ll be more secure by then, I hope. "
I remember what my friend always tell me when I said those lines. "You're already ___ (age) and you're still afraid?! When will you be ready?!" Knowing all our friends were already getting married and having their own children, here I am still not yet ready for a relationship. You think it's kinda weird?
I thought all along I am the only one who has this kind of feeling when it comes to relationships. I also found out that there are also a lot of girls who are in the same situation as I do. Now I know, I am still a normal person, whew, it's been years! haha!
If you wanna know the whole story, click on the title below. Enjoy!
The Wait to Meet the Love of my Life will be Worth It